Not overwhelmed, not underwhelmed, just "whelmed". I've got lots of crap going on in my life that I don't understand and I've got so much on my plate and so little that I care about that I am stuck doing nothing. I don't think it will be long before I get the divine backhand to smack me back into reality. If you didn't notice its only been like a year or so since I've done much of an update, but then again I'm not an artist or the artistic type so I haven't had much attachment to deviantART. I must admit that there is some awesome talent on here and I'm jealous, I flit along the edges of the group and peer in wishing I could create works of beauty that even remotely compare to some of the stuff I've seen here and elsewhere. It seems I feel that way in a lot of groups, I'm not a thespian (I don't think it would have helped my relationship to my last girlfriend any, although I would have been able to see her more) and I'm not really a singer either. I guess I'm just a geek through and through. I do tend to write a lot though, maybe I can become an author and write tons of books and make lots of money. But I'll have to read some more books before I do that, but reading takes time, and I'm supposed to be doing schoolwork, its viscious deathtrap I say. Anywho, I'm out. Enjoi.